oatie.

2011-11-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

其实, 面子书很伤身.

2011-09-10T18:10:00.002+08:00

life biggest treasure is when there are friends that help you out on your difficult times. never ever, challenge people you call friends whom you'll reach out when you're in trouble to 'help' you, never ever test their truthfulness, as they'll feel real bad when they know you are testing their sincerity. fuck it man.

it doesn't happen to me, but a dear friend of mine and i can feel the pain as well.

people, life is short, just don't be fake lah. your friends may like how of a person you are, admire your capability, like to befriend with you because of who you are. Well, you might be wary of befriending with others due to your wealthiness, but your act has demolished the value of a friend.

i believe the world is beautiful without you.

2011-08-12T16:13:00.001+08:00

感叹有些人怎么不会珍惜人家的effort。

纯粹感叹。没有怨言。因为是 ‘贵人' 。

2011-08-10T16:37:00.002+08:00

whenever heartbroken moments due to ridiculous, irresponsible, irrespective and all the irrrr.. things happened, i am emotionally balanced when i can chill out with my family&their friends to drink all night long, having my dear friends who are miles away and still remember me to count me in for gathering, i am more than grateful even if i die tomorrow.

life is great, and i will learn to ignore like 'you' to be happier person like 'you'. :)

2011-08-10T12:27:00.002+08:00

'ignorance is bliss' is what i have to adapt to?

so you continue be a nice person and we collect the poo?

我接受不到咯。。

2011-07-30T22:35:00.002+08:00

sometimes, when you don't expect much, you'll be surprised with the outcome.

2011-07-30T00:43:00.002+08:00

i was seeking help to translate a paragraph in a foreign language, and i am so surprise, so grateful, to see these people who are strangers to me, replied in such a detail manner. i mean seriously unexpected, with all the meaning of the words. and so many of them. in less than 12 hours.

even though i did not get the answer i want. :D

i am so happy.

btw, my man is coming back after leaving home for 2 weeks. i'm gonna die young if he repeatedly leaving home for weeks, as i got nobody to tell stories to, i couldn't tell my friends, as some are rather wu liao, i cannot tell my parents, as i do not want them to worry.. when i'm about to tell my friends about it the next day, i've forgotten what i wanted to say.

2011-07-12T00:58:00.002+08:00

man, i've come to a point that i need to google for 'anger management'.

"A chip on your shoulder because you hate the world

Let's face it. We all go through times when we think we've gotten a raw deal in life. We think life is unfair or even that God is unfair. Our anger builds up. We stomp around in a nastymood looking for an excuse to snap at someone.

We feel entitled to our snit. We've been treated unjustly, and we're looking for revenge. Of course it doesn't make sense to attack an innocent bystander who says something questionable, but we don't care. We're full of bile and want to let some out.

Yikes! Is that any way to live?

Time to outgrow some things

The spiritually and emotionally mature person understands when it's time tomove on. Living in the past--always looking behind you--gives you a permanent kink in the neck, and that's painful.

Two year-old children throw tantrums and even though it's obnoxious, we tend to overlook it because of their age. In thirty year-olds, it's downright scary.

Carrying a chip on your shoulder harms you the most. People steer away from you; you're like a vicious dog that may bite with the slightest provocation. Friendships fall apart. The more people avoid you, the morebitter you get.

We hear so much and read so much about people demanding their rights. Everyone has to be so politically correct because people have a chip on their shoulder from some wrong done to them in the past. Maybe it wasn't even done to them personally, but to the group they belong to. They carry a grudge and just wait for somebody to offend them.

Many singles tend to be defensive anyway. Carrying a chip on your shoulder does more harm than good, though."

lesson of the week

2011-07-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

因委屈而感到生气。

因生气而花了很多酒钱。

所以，觉得委屈是很愚蠢。

2011-06-25T18:25:00.001+08:00

tu lan. you.

2011-06-12T18:05:00.002+08:00

my heart sore whenever i see you.
you have to be very strong to live the rest of your life.

i swear i couldn't take it easily. she will forever in our memories.

lily, we will miss you.

2011-06-09T01:03:00.002+08:00

please don't give up, mr.blun.

strive for it!

2011-06-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

i was in a big trouble last night. everybody was going high and low looking for me.

i did not have a watch with me, only a dead phone, and a forgetful mind.

LOL

i had 4 bottles last night, and a record breaking singing marathon. coz, the cafe was pretty empty, 2 owner and 3 customers including myself.

i think i enjoyed. :D

2011-06-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

please tell me why can't i stop eating.

2011-06-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

i really like you.

倪安東

why are you so darn good looking!

2011-05-31T00:38:00.002+08:00

ramly burger + a can of chilled beer is the best indulgence at this very tight month.

2011-05-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

我要从新认识爱情。

是看得太复杂，还是爱情本来就是不应该有限制？

2011-05-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

I personally think that, a justification of how a person is, is rather annoying. because, who cares?

i was told, hey i think you are rather quaint, how can somebody don't like x designer bag? many many times.

it's 2011

2011-05-11T00:46:00.002+08:00

i almost forgot i have a blog. it was 2009 since my last visit. i almost forgot how to write.

time flies and life changed, and i aged. i have very limited time till 30, and i do not know what will happen in my 30s. i heard about pregnancy from the people around me very often, and i do not seem to understand and have an open heart towards this topic, for i sometimes forgot i am a married woman.

i am very forgetful.

i am gonna write, at least something, in this sphere.

2009-12-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

2010 is coming in 2 days time. my 2009 was.. empty.

mr. landlord, please be nice. good karma will be with you.

i miss so many of you. seriously.

my body currently aged 29. wtf? a herbalife auntie weighed me with a weighing machine that tells you how much fats you have, how much weight you need to lose/gain.

i wish life could be simpler in 2010.

2009-06-17T02:06:00.003+08:00

Today is such a memorable day that i die-die must blog it out, unlike so many other things that i had wanted to blog but keep putting it on hold hence forgotten.

Well.. I met nice people, cheerful people, real people and i'm finally slightly awake. :P

I feel i have more motivation to move on despite so many let downs, unsatisfactory in working life, too much of self-hatred, too many disappointments, too many unreachable dreams and the list goes on. All these branch out from a root cause, which until today, i'm not sure whether it was a destiny, as it was a terribly helpless incident, yet it was perceived so differently. Of course, nobody is in your shoes to know how exact it feels, and you could only bite your lips and move your ass on, to no where and you cried.

I met lovely clients today. hehe

They had really made up my day. I never thought clients can be that nice, to that extend. Perhaps they are good in PR, but oh you know, i really feel the sincerity. Fantastic! (jed oh jed)

Hmm.. it was an outing cum experiencing trip today. i met very very nice couple, from oil & gas industry and the husband is so kind to share so many things. If i didn't dose off in the car, i would have asked more questions. I'm not sure revealing name from new friends is a good thing, but it somehow lead to lots of unexpected experience. fun though :P

I was smiling all the way when 'smileeee' was instructed, albeit not to me. :P and smiling does make someone happier! i just realised the power!

The other day when mom send me my pasport, she jotted an interesting advise on the evelope. I'm so proud of this woman, she's so knowledgeable. The moment i read it, i have tears rolling in my eyes. My heart melted and i feel sorry for my mom that i had made her worried so much.
The egotism in oat is so strong that she hardly agree entirely with the 'power-foo' man, thus create lotsa noise to make her stand firm. Good or bad? I think it's sensible. I've seen woman who can harmonise the man like he's the world, and i feel very disappointed. (like 关我事:P)

Happy Father's Day, I love you papa & mummy.

I miss home, do you believe? :P

Philips goes to work

2009-05-24T16:58:00.003+08:00

I had a good laugh on Philips goes to work.
He's so bubbly and funny!

2009-05-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

I need Ginkgo.
I hate hainan ren. (particular one)
I need to use my camera.
I need another round of island getaway. Can i go by myself?
I want to go somewhere. Somewhere.
I need to lose weight as much as 5000g.
I wonder why my life is so wretched.
I hate talking to snobbish people.

Arrrrrrgh!!

Perspective

2009-05-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

A pessimist: Life is hard..

An optimist: Life is full of challenges!

Congratulations, ZhangXiao

2009-04-29T16:58:00.004+08:00

You look so gorgeous, you look so xing-fu...
Glad that you are tying the knot in July...
Congratulations! I'm excited! but not able to make it.. :P
Sincere thanks for your invitation..
Wishing you a happy marriage and glad that you have found the special someone :)
Hugs darling!

Thrash it

2009-03-25T00:12:00.006+08:00

On Tuesday..

Went to work out after work. I have been very emo recently and even worse these few days. Sigh, i should get out of the place, the position. I simply couldn't take more of that.

Had a good chat with Cherii and we conforted each other. lol
Had a good laugh at Wannie's 38-ness.
Had a good work out at gym.
Had a good laugh at Jed's facebook updates.

It's not that bad after all.

Shot of the day. Passed by the old palace. Sultan's birthday is around the corner and the state garmen setting up illumination everywhere.

I like the illuminated ladder. :D

Box of Love

2009-03-17T17:29:00.016+08:00

Finally, i've sent my box of love off to Kyoto. ~~after much procrastination~~

It's a 2008 Christmas gift + 2009 birthday gift (February 20th) to my beloved host sister, Asaji. (Yah, i'm very cheapskate. i know i know :P) Despite the normal Esprit towel, i make an effort *ahem* to do name embroidery on the towel ok. :P

Well, Japanese are very into giving and receiving gift thingy. I'm still receiving gift at least once a year from Asaji ever since i home-stayed in her house. It's very heart warming to see her effort translating Japanese to English when she wrote me birthday cards, letters, christmas cards, postcards and email. I'm still as happy as a little girl when i get parcels and cards from Asaji. Receiving gifts and surprises are the moments I don't realise how big my mouth is, can smile from ear to ear. I've seen a recorded video before, it's gross. Blame the braces which make my jaw line so wide.

That's how lovely she is. And the gifts are always sweet and meaningful and canggih. LOL. I used to get this mineral water chiller, which is pretty cool. She sent it with the mineral bottle itself, but without the water inside. :P As she knows i love Muji's pretty much, so i got ti-ti-tok-tok of stuff from Muji. hehe

Compare to the gift i sent her, shame on me. I usually get things that are less than 1000g, to avoid the bomb of postage. I am again very cheapskate. :P I think Poslaju or PosMalaysia is overcharging us. When i see the amount of money she paid for a large parcel, it's just very cheap (for them) and the delivery lead time is 5-6 days!

The first few years upon knowing her, she sent me lots of snacks, cakes which don't look edible(but they are), chocolates and crackers as she remember how surprise(sua-ku) i was to see the varieties of junk food they have, and they are too cute to be consumed, therefore i think she couldn't forget myl 16 year old fat girl look, as she still buy me snacks and potato chips in takoyaki flavour 2 years back and also a lovely Swarovski Nail Files which i never use.

I think Japanese do manicure consistently. Sis was saying her host sister did her superb manicure at 23,000 Yen. She wrote for her somemore in case she doesnt understand. She do it on monthly basis.. Sis added that the host sister still can do household chores with her manicure on! Like washing dish. haha. (oh japanese use dish washer machine, just need to arrange the dirty plates into the machine, no wonder)

Curi-ed her pic

Here's what i got from Asaji last year. Lunch box, unbrella, facial oil blotter, chop stick, chop stick case, multi color pen, strawberry wafer... I was snapping around and have fun looking at these little thing and kc gave a 'Errrrrrrr' look.

I can simply feel contented with little things. Quote from David "Got 'sum' jao very happy la" :D

Caught a cold

2009-03-05T17:29:00.005+08:00

I was driving on a busy road yesterday. Suddenly, i had an impulse to sneeze. It was so irresistable that i was trying so hard to forcefully keep my eyes open to curb the sneeze. Worse was, my hands were on the steering wheel maneuvering and my car was already at the middle of the road crossing a T-junction and the few second was so critical that either i accelerate with closing eyes and sneeze or sneeze and accelerate, which both could lead to disaster. :P Eventually, i die-die sneeze with closing eyes for 3 consecutive seconds and luckily i'm still here, blogging.

I google up and got to know that it is impossible to keep you eyes open when you sneeze. :P

Oh yeah, I'm back! TADAIMA! :D

Life is pretty tough and i am now learning to savour the sweet and the bitter part of it. As i dread and fumble around trying out new things, i met a lot of good souls. Though i got much covet over their fortune and triumph, however it got me thinking. pretty much. I have been hiding and running from the reality, sometimes questioned who should i be. how to be one good soul. Sigh, it was an identity crisis thingy.

It was hard, when you love your love ones more than you, you hardly hear yourself, your need. A moment later, you started to blame them, for stealing yourself and heck you forgot it was you who was willing to make it happen. When you're finally sober, you know you should put on your shoes, and get set for a new life.

Spending time with family is nevertheless, the greatest thing in life.

I missed my friends so much you know! :D

Today

2008-11-28T15:53:00.003+08:00

It's awful to see the particular fella try to disgrace you to more people around you.
It happened and it's happening again.
I'm bad with memories, else i would have take a step of precaution.

Well, i'm taking it easily as these people might not know how to differentiate black and white or black and blue. Hence, never expect an answer for wtf why is he so mean. All they know is to make themselves stand out loud, to get noticed, to make wow statement. Not everybody can do that.

But i've seen one, one who is so near yet so far.

I was so pissed off in the afternoon.

The hello world post

2008-10-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

Pheww.. i feel more relieved right now though i'm not sure how far it can go.

Oh, Yes yes, i have made that decision. :P

Wish me luck!

Cindy was back in kb last 2 days, got her call and quickly went out yum cha. :P semangat sial.

The feeling of 'reunited' is great. though things has changed, time has elapsed so many years, but you're still able to talk about current issues, updates, friends, and surprisingly about mutual friends! the world is so small.

she gave me a crash course on how to play with my new toy. HAHA

I couldn't tell how happy i was, but imagine i went out with her from evening till the midnight, somemore we are in this ulu place, where lah can we can get nice place to go. :P But i really had fun chilling out with her, she is foreva so cindy, so down to earth.

Will upload the photos soon!